A while back my computer experienced a restarting problem, the processor was overheating and it fried and potentially damaged the mother board. I have a new computer now, using my old hard drive plus the terabyte I got for my 15th birthday. Now the friggin' flat panel screen is going bad! Talk about bad luck, eh? On top of all this I have absolutely no privacy. My mom won't leave me alone, she's always reading my email, looking at my aim, thinking I'm talking to men online, she just looks for the tiniest detail and makes this huge thing over it. I know moms are over protective out of love but she doesn't trust me. Then, if I don't burn her a CD or something she says "Don't ask Ally for anything." which really hurts my feelings. She IS a good mom and all, I just--just don't know why sometimes I feel more mature than her. She throws tantrums, literally. She's always fighting with my grandma and never listens when I try to confront her nicely about things. Eh, anyways that's all. Sorry for the teenage angst.

One thing bothers me about being a teenager, you have to put up with oh so many girls and or guys who are obsessed about their appearance. Not that adults don't have to put up with it too or anything.  Ok, let me rephrase that: One thing that bothers me about being a human is that you have to put up with oh so many other humans who are obsessed about their appearance.

I really don't care what people think of me. I love me, you don't have to! I don't care if I'm not stick thin, I'm not gonna obsess over a little bit of excess weight. What I'm talking about is it seems like everyone is making a HUGE FRIGGIN DEAL (Excuse the language.) about a few pounds. It bugs me, it really does. I went on YouTube once and saw somebody making this huge deal out of some singer not looking thin like a super model.This societies standards for beauty is really messed up. I think everyone's beautiful in some way. (Yeah, I know you probably hear that alot from people just to find out it's not true. I'm telling the truth though.) I've never been the type to make fun of someone, I've also never been the type to intentionally try to lower somebodies self esteem. I've met so many people who actually try that to gain self esteem for themselves! I couldn't do it. Ever. I already feel bad for the piece of pizza nobody wants to eat, how could I hurt somebody like that?

Mmk, My very first entry. Now, to start off I want to say something. I made this blog because I'm always lying in the bed at night thinking, thinking about anything. I wanted to put my thoughts, my ideas and such into a blog. So, that's why I made this blog.

Ever since I was little I really enjoyed learning. I love how different people are, religion, traditions, morals, actions and thoughts I love it all. Just because someones different from me doesn't mean that they're bad. I, myself, was raised to be a Baptist. My dad is really religious. So much so, he thinks anyone who's beliefs differ from his are altogether bad people. He hates gays, he hates atheists, he hates Jehovah witnesses, he doesn't find the beauty in other peoples religions, like I do. I don't really know what my religion is anymore, I believe in God I just don't carry it as far as he does. He won't even cheer on a bad guy in a TV show, movie, or something of the likes because "It's against God!". That's always bugged me. Not that I don't love him or anything it's just that close mindedness is very annoying to me. If he'd respect my beliefs, I'd find it easier to respect his.

I've recently been reading about the Mayans and such. I find them really neat to learn about, the Hero Twins are really interesting. I also adore reading about religions, ANY religion. (If anyone would like to recommend me something to read about, I'd love it.) Psychology really interests me as well, I actually want to minor in it when I go to college. It's hard finding people my age to talk to that share the same interests as I do. It'd be nice for once to meet somebody who's 15, likes darkwave and dreams of being a neurologist.